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Non-Sogna/VIPER Discussion => General Discussion => Topic started by: Ellendesu on October 19, 2007, 10:10:15 pm
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So today I called YTF on the phone to see if he wanted to hang out, for the past like, 5 phone calls he has been very short with me and finally I asked him.
"Okay dude seriously, are we done or something? Because you've been kind of avoiding me entirely lately"
So from what I've gathered, my actions here on the Congress have cost me that friendship. Now, I'm not going to whine and bitch and complain, I know what I did (Flame Keenon and other bakunyuu repeatedly), but seriously now, I ask you who the hell chooses internet friends over an IRL friend? I know this isn't Live Journal, but seriously folks, what the fuck?
And by folks, I include you YTF, since you lurk here wether you want to admit it or not, I didn't take offense to Keenon's (Rather laughable) attempts at flame retaliation, so why the hell is everyone treating me like a scumbag?
I just gotta know, does EVERYONE hate me?
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Short answer: No.
Long Answer: No, but sometimes you grind my nerves with occasional frat-boy-ness. *shrug*
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Short answer: No.
Long Answer: No, but sometimes you grind my nerves with occasional frat-boy-ness. *shrug*
Yeah, I get fucked up sometimes, I know, sorry. =P
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I don't hate you. As much as I don't know YTF in real life, from the way you describe him (and his actions here), you don't need friends like that.
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Everyone has their flaws. I dont think its right for anyone to hate you for having them. I dont see you as the type of person who people hate or love to hate =/
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Everyone has their flaws. I dont think its right for anyone to hate you for having them. I dont see you as the type of person who people hate or love to hate =/
Irony, as you, of all members of this board, should despise me above all others.
I was talking with HG earlier, and he pointed something out, I act crass, to direct negative attention towards myself. I don't think even I believe in half the shit I spout off, I think I get pissed and just start going crazy, then I get bored and wanna get pissed so I can feel important, so on and so forth, the truth is.
I am not happy with myself.
I pushed YTF away because it was my need to de-moralize his friends online and make fun of his fetish to the point where it turned into a goddamned animated boob war.
I guess, if anyone really hates me, it's me.
Huh, who knew.
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I agree with everything posted above and hope, for your own sake Bill, that this insight directs you to be more mindful of what you say (online or off) in the future. Not everyone is as emotionally strong as you may think they are.
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Very true, but I think the hardest part is that I can't apologize to Bo, our friendship is nil.
The price of learning I suppose.
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Well if he's still lurking around here, maybe he'll see you're making an effort.
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I think you've already done half the battle, which is admitting that you have done things that not only made people mad at you, but you are also mad at yourself. However, the only person who can change what they dont like about themselves is us. If you dont like the way you are, then figure out what you have to do in order to better yourself. Sometimes making new friends or putting yourself in a different environment works for the better. But you gotta want to do it bad enough
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Still sometimes some friends must grow apart, sometimes its nice and clean and other times it can be a battlefield. I know ending one of my friendships was actually quite simple and yet quite bloody as the guy could never let you have the upperhand, even in bad situations. I mean he always had THE WORST situation in life, he always had THE BEST CHEATZ AND MAD SKILLZ. After awhile I felt like I wasn't really needed as he had everything... I think to this day he mas still be haunting evercrack or was it WoW... I dunno anymore.
Life moves on.
Anywho this is just one of those things I feel needs to get out. I mean you are making an effort to preserve the frienship, this is a good thing.
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why the hell is everyone treating me like a scumbag?
Because you are. And that's why we love you, Will.
And why I keep a photo of you inside my underpants. Mmmmm...
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Because you are. And that's why we love you, Will.
And why I keep a photo of you inside my underpants. Mmmmm...
lol you know, I always liked this guy.